I realised that i love to be alone

eesh!!! i realised that im so 宅... everyday, i juz wanna be alone!!! all i wanna do is to stay at home and use my laptop... all i think abt is Rainie!!! help! i nid to do other things too! i nid to study, go for training, go for tuition, eat, slp, bathe, go out with frens and family... so many things that i have to do! n all i wanna do is to stay at home and watch videos... how stupid... anyway, my dog is not ard now, so im very very lonely. so sad! like Rainie, my dog has gone to the salon. so, now, there wont be anydoggy to wake me up when i nid to wake up early to do something! boo hoo hoo... anw, i realised that being in darkness is also not that terrible. in fact, i realised that being in darkness is actually very nice! like, at night, i will lie in my bed with my dog, n we wud stare out of the window and look at the outside world... although i was afraid of darkness last time, i m suddenly not afraid of it anymore. in fact, i really like it. it feels nice, especially when u wanna daydream(er... or mayb nightdream) it will make u feel marvellous... really! go try it out urself. u will find that it is very fun! but of course u must play some music that u like(better to play happy songs first if u are scared of ghost, of darkness, it may make u feel better) ya, go and try it out. oh! do u noe that devil beside u is such a nice show? it is such a wonderful show! ok... i am biased... i like the show because Rainie is acting in it... wait... no!!! it is really a very nice show! go watch it and u will noe! btw, try miss no good, why why love(sometimes called as exchange love), hi!my sweetheart, and ToGetHer. ya, go try them. and, u shud hav gone to watch her concert this year. in oct... u really shud...